Okay so I posted earlier about something slightly different but this ties into it. The doctor couldn't give me a straight answer and said they don't want to yet. However they have sent me for blood tests and want me to have a brain scan as well as the thing where they stick sucky electrode things over your head They are also DESPERATE to put me on anti-phycotic meds and every time I say no they keep telling me it's not me saying no it's the... yeah I'm worried that going on anti-pyschotics will make me less of a person and that universitys will turn me down and I won't be able to work with children because of this, cause some people who get really funny if they were ever to find out and would get funny with me being around there kids incase i flip out which wouldn't happen as thats not whats wrong at all. I think they are looking at scitzophrenia (however it's spelt) I just don't want to be seen as a second class citizen who needs all this extra help when I don't. I need some advice from some one who doesn't keep saying the same things and talks to me like I don't understand anything when I do. I think I want to try the meds but I'm scared that by doing so I risk basicly my whole future and not to mention what side affects that could happen! Please some one help I'm so confused! I'd feel so ashamed if I took them!!