Okay, so finally I have found a forum that I really can ask a serious question that just baffles me. So far anywhere I go and ask, everyone thinks I am freak, or stupid, or a young kid or whatever. I seriously just would like to know what "sensation" of the penis can you feel during sex with their spouses or boyfriends. I keep asking my wife but she says, "It feels great!" Well duh! I know that! I am just curious as to what the penis feels like inside... Honestly! Emotionally this just turns me on! Physically I am fascinated as to what my wife can feel. Can you feel the presence deep inside? Or is it mostly a pressure feeling? Is the penis head recognizable... I know this all sounds weird, but emotionally I love my wife so, so much and am just stuck on what she can feel! All she wants to do is moan and orgasm but won't tell me! She asks me what it feels like and I tell her... Or is this all in my head... and mostly it is mental for you ladies? One last question. Why does my wife enjoy when I physically push her head down hard into the pillow while penetrating from behind? I mean I really grab her neck hard, I think I might hurt her, but she moans harder when I really push! I know she loves it cuz she gets constant goosebumps from it and orgasms... can anyone explain this to me? It's somewhat weird! FYI: We have been married fifteen years, and I will do anything to make her happy for the rest of her life. She is awesome to me and our kids! Lately she is becomming a real freak. When I go to work my legs are so tired they shake because of her! Great forum... Not porno, just good honest people!