hey ladies - how are we? I've not been on here because I was doing well and didn't want to jinx it. Have been taking St John's Wort and my vits. Then the meeting with the psychologist my Dr arranged finally came around and I freaked out a little that it would bring back all my thoughts. And lo and behold it did. I feel like I've slipped back a touch. I'm not in that constant state of panic/tears that I was, but the negative feelings about my boyf have come back - though earlier this week I was panicking that he didn't want to be with me etc etc - even though we were on holiday togehter! We had a big talk and I explained some of my feelings and he said some lovely things. And yet that hasn't reassured me. Everything feels so magnified -like I have to decide THIS MINUTE what is going on with us. In calm moments I miss him like crazy and want to speak to him immediately, the next I fear seeing him because I know I'll question everything in my head. ARRRRRRRRRGH!! Over 3 and a half months off bc, and my periods are back to normal. SHould I stop blaming hormones now and realise I actually have a mental issue?