Ugh, I couldn't imagine having a stillborn. It really sucked as it was losing a baby that I could never hold, and in the end was just "tissue". For me, the fears never ended during pregnancy. I was constantly worrying. Even in the very end when the odds were in my favor that I would have a healthy baby because I had made it to viability, the fear that one last thing could go wrong, having a stilborn, was still there. Then after birth, the fear of SIDS. UGH, let's face it, the worry never ends!! Lol!! I never take anything for granted. That's for damn sure!! Nikki good luck at your appt today!! Has your little one started crawling yet? Sofie has 3 teeth, has started crawling (fast too), and is now pulling herself up to a stand, using anything she can grab onto!! She's standing watching me as I type!! Ugh, can she like stop growing now?!?! Lol!!!!